dear diary,

Currently struggle with death.
Shit, lately i always getting sick.
Sometime i must pretend nothing happens while my chest are in devastating pain.
i know my time is running out.
but i just keep on putting myself in a denial situation.
i keep on telling myself that i am alone in this world
no worries, nobody will miss me..
no regrets..
i am not asking for a sympathy here.
this is my diary.
not to be share by everyone.